I have decided that I am going to clean out some junk in my life. First of all, I have low self-esteem mainly because I don't see myself as beautiful. At all. I've never felt really beautiful and all my life there were people who treated me like I'm not, so why not believe it.
The one that kills me is when people pull the inner beauty card. Vomit. I understand that I'm amazing on the inside. Not my problem. I understand that I have talent. Not my problem. My problem is I'm not attractive...
So I refuse to spend time with anyone who makes me feel like less of a person. I am perfectly content to hang out at the house by myself. When I become more confident then I may be more social, but I would rather be ok with myself than have a million friends.
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